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Thursday, July 31 x 9:11 PM

and so here i am again; at a crossroad in my life in every way possible, and i feel empty inside. i guess some could say this is a good kind of crossroad, but i'm unhappy. or maybe this is just me being emo.

it's so childish, but i want the best of both worlds (hello hannah montana).

i want to be marketing manager, but i also want to be the bunso of account management. i love one, but i'm happier with the other. can't i have both the position and the work environment? can't i have both love and happiness? can this not be a rhetorical question?

yes, my life is complicated. so, i say hello, alcohol!