Tuesday, September 11 x 11:12 PM

first and foremost, it's a good thing ateneo won last sunday. i am soooo glad i watched live. i sounded like a man yesterday, but who cares?! we won! :D go ateneo!

and what a coincidence. beejay, former barista of jupiter, is now a supervisor in the starbucks near the office! coolness. amidst all the heartache and tears, it's nice to see a familiar face. :) we caught up during his 1-hour break this evening.

last friday, ry left for canada. i was thinking about taking the afternoon off so i could take him to the airport.. but i didn't. i got a "chrissie.. san ka na!" an hour and a half before his flight. i decided to give him a call to say goodbye, since the last time we had seen each other was two weeks ago, and that time we didn't even get to say goodbye to each other cos i was too busy. i guess we both just thought we'd see each other before he left but it just wasn't convenient. i guess i could've made more of an effort. i turned into a blubbering idiot and started crying buckets in front of everyone in the office.

people have asked me why his leaving has affected me so much. it's not that we have something romantic going on. it couldn't be further from the truth. but he's one of the few people i trust. he's become one of my closest friends these past few months, and it's just difficult to see anyone close to you go.

tomorrow, dianneee's leaving for HK. and i will so kill her if she doesn't come back soon. she only told me yesterday, and we're having lunch tomorrow. i can't imagine my life without her. :'(

it was so depressing yesterday that i asked anton not to talk about his own impending departure. it's just too painful to think that another person will be leaving. too many losses in such a short period of time.

it's a sad fact of life. people leave, and i'll just have to deal with it.