Monday, October 2 x 12:57 AM
everyone has had their share of stories re: milenyo. yeah, i was in the car when the rains and winds picked up (right smack lunch time), and i was in makati. we drove for shelter, almost got hit by a moving outpost, had lunch somewhere safe, went home.i'd like to say i had a meaningful weekend, that i caught up on reading or did things i usually can't do, but i didn't. well, i slept.
the sad thing is, i'm not sleeping because i'm tired, or because i seriously lack sleep (because i do lack sleep), it's because i've got nothing better to do. it certainly beats out thinking and feeling.
i actually don't know what my problem is. i mean, i know i'm making mountains out of anthills, but something's bugging me. i don't know what it is (well, ok, maybe i do have an idea as to what it is) but i don't know how to fix it. the only thing i can think of is to change up my life so i can move on.
am i strong enough to venture into the unknown? i'm settling into the known and familiar, but i'm not any happier.