Wednesday, April 19 x 5:26 PM

i've been back and forth with a couple of decisions i have to make. like whether to accept the job already or wait out for a better offer; to throw out all my philo readings or save them as a reminder of my love-hate relationship with thinking; to finally heed his suggestions and ideas or stay steadfast with my own beliefs.

decisions, decisions.

dammit, i'm not supposed to have time to think about these things! i'm supposed to be getting ready for bora with Tricia! agh. i even bought a nice bikini and all. i suppose it's not a total waste since i could swim in the pool upstairs, but i'd much rather be sunburnt and broke from bora than sunburnt and not broke from swimming at home. but oh well. there's still may.

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i went to LTO yesterday to get my student's permit. marc got his too, and we're going for driving lessons soon. plus badminton lessons starting tomorrow, if we want to. and i thought my student life was over.

i missed my bestfriend and i missed starbucks, so i visited both after lunch yesterday. it was the perfect afternoon, except for that stupid cliche about time flying by when you're having fun. darn, why do you have to be right?

i love the summer. i don't feel the heat (and i don't know why) and i love being bored. because i can always choose to not be bored. i already owe Ninna a sleepover and movie marathon, Tricia a sleepover and inuman, Paul and Tricia a movie thing *hahaha ;)*, Dianne a pampering session, Rina coffee when she gets back from Egypt, Jerem a lunch or dinner, and i have a movie buddy i can call on (that sounds weird). and when all else fails, i have Charlie my iPod, my tv, and monopoly of this computer (bwahahaha! it's fair; Jodie and Marc get the new and souped-up computer anyways). and i could always look for a better job. bleh. job-hunting sucks beans.

so yeah, today i choose to be boring and lethargic. hee. i think i just wasted precious blogspace.